Midnight SILHOUETTE

MIDNIGHT!/ Thursday, July 19, 2007

Rules of the game : **Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. **People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. **At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I like to - get myself drunk.

2. I am allowed - to eat, sleep, shit and etc

3. My favourite part of my body is - my eyes.

4. If i could fix one part of my human body - it would be my ~~mouth~~ teeth.

5. I hate - to see people doing things that i dont like.

6. If I could date a female celebrity, I would date no one since i'm straight.

7. If i could date a male celebrity, it's too many to be named!

8. I'm attracted to - bright smiles of guys

9. I hate it - when i'm with people who think they are great, and know-it-all.

10. I prefer to sleep - on my left side, ~~curled~~.

6 persons chosen to do this are:
1. Lex

2. Max

3. Shu Ling

4. Aishah

5. Ken

6. ~~Shu Juan she's already being tagged by candy.~~ so, Eddie you do, ~~since i know you got blog. hee..~~

Damnit, it ain't meant to be.
00:25 <3

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MIDNIGHT!/ Wednesday, July 18, 2007

today, i went to school earlier but was late for about 15 minutes.

went to class and heard Eric (our lecturer) said "no lesson today, hand in your assignment and you can leave". so we were like "yeah, can leave early. though it was kind of stupid to just come to school for an hour or so then go home. not much of a difference since every Wednesday we go to school just for 3 hours. (okay, i'm getting too draggy).

so, i called my sis and agreed to meet her at marina square and i was late because of erm "someone". and of course, gotten a lecture from her. after meeting her, we went to eat at a restaurant called imperial something, very similar to crystal jade.

later, we went to shop around and nothing caught our attention. my initial plan was to go there and look for shoes but to no avail. so we continued walking around and i was starting to feel the tiredness.

afterwards, she suggested watching Harry Potter and so we did (sorry sj never watch with you). this is the part where everything started.

there was this good looking guy sitting beside 3 angmos whom i think is a family. when me and my sis walked into the cinema, he turned and was looking at our direction. when i saw him, he was looking at me! (or maybe i think too much, since i am not good looking or cute in any way) then, when i was sitting down, he turned around and said "hello". and i was like OMG! he said hello! guess what? i turned away. i didnt know how to react! i was like grinning away facing my sis!

but then, after facing him with my back for some time, i turned to the front taking a peek at him and he was no longer looking at me. and he didnt look at me anymore. i guess i was being rude to ignore his greeting. but, maybe i'm wrong again. he did not say "hello", i just heard wrongly. why would a hunk say hello to me or even look at me in the first place! or maybe because the cinema was rather dark though the part where im sitting has light shining down. or maybe because he didnt see properly, he maybe short-sighted! maybe maybe maybe.

so nothing happens throughout the show until the moment when we walk out of the theater. i was walking in front of the good looking guy and his i-think-friends and being the very first person in front, when i was grabbing for the handle of the door to open it, i SLIPPED! YES, I SLIPPED! OMG la, i'm so embarrassed la, to think i have to slipped in front of the people and that hunk! T_T stupid pool of water appeared out of nowhere and my good for nothing sandals have to be slippery at that moment! haiz.. and so, i hit my knee and hurt the bone between the halves of my butt. my butt was wet but luckily i have my sling bag to cover.

but that was really bad, can? -.- then i heard the angmo mother said the floor is slippery or something like that. so i got up and walk like nothing happened and the angmos and the hunk just walk away to another direction from me and my sis. i was carrying my laptop at that moment and i think i didnt hit it and hopefully i did not! if not i really cry T_T

so, me and my sis went to wait for cab to go home since i'm lazy to take train. but we waited very long for a cab. the cab was either on-call or was hired. we waited like more than 45 minutes la.

what a bad day for me. =(

seriously, i'm becoming less confident each day. since my face outbreak is getting terrible each day. my hair getting more difficult to manage and more untidy. and my looks suck. everything has make me more demoralize each time. just that i dont show. but it is really getting to me. i cannot help but to think this way. i know there is no ugly woman, only lazy woman. however, when i saw my face and hair and everything, it just turns me off and makes me so depress.

oh well, that's me. the ugly, unappealing me.

Damnit, it ain't meant to be.
23:02 <3

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MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Tagged by Max

Was not sure if the Joyce he mentioned was me or someone else since he also called me by my chinese name. And ya, this was months back, around January! HA!

Layer ONE- On the Outside
Name: Joyce
Birth Date: 17/06
Current Status: Single
Eye Color: Black or dark brown? (not sure myself)
Hair Color: Black? or dark brown again
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Twins.

Layer TWO - On the inside
Your Heritage: Chinese, also 100% of it.
Your Fears: BEES! i'm afraid of the sting! i'm not even afraid of cockroaches!
Your Weaknesses: zui ying xin ruan (don't know what i it's called in Eng)
Your Perfect Pizza: Don't understand the meaning

Layer THREE - Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Can i wake up later?
Your Bedtime: Very early in the morning~ (always do project till so "early")
Your most missed memory: Childhood.

Layer FOUR - Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Both no
McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald since i couldn't eat Beef since it's the most delicious part
Adidas or Nike: Neutral
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton since i didn't taste Nestea before
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla!!!
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.

Layer FIVE -Do you
Smoke: Nope
Curse: Why not?

Layer SIX - In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: hmm, yeah, drank with Lex & LF and caused LF to puke (T_T)
Gone to the mall: Yes.
Been on stage: ~~Yes, COM price giving.~~ No.
Eaten sushi: Yes, ~~but i'm picky about it.~~
Dyed your hair: ~~Yes, last year?~~ No.

Layer SEVEN - Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: Nope
Changed who you were to fit in: Don't get the question.

Layer EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: Used to be 25 when i'm younger. 28 for now.

Layer NINE - In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: Asian color
Best hair colour: Any that suits the person
Short or long hair: Naturally neat short hair for guys, no preference for girls.

Layer TEN - What Were You Doing
1 minute ago: Talking to SJ on her cakes' view on the table
1 hour ago: Having Lunch
4.5 hours ago: Trying to figure out on my Flash game
1 month ago: Emo-ing at home on my Birthday.
1 year ago: Cannot remember what i did on my Birthday.

Layer ELEVEN - Finish the sentence
I love: eating!
I feel: that i think a lot.
I hate: a lot of things and people.
I hide: my actual feelings. (^5 max)
I miss: the days during first year of ITE.
I need: more money.

Layer TWELVE - Tag 5 people
1. Candy
2. Lizhi
3. Shu Juan
4. Nadz
5. Ken

So, go and start doing your quiz people!

Damnit, it ain't meant to be.
12:46 <3

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tagged by LEX.

hmm.. as requested lol..

4 jobs I have had in my life:

1. Waitress at Boon Lay Raja Restaurant

2. Waitress atHeerens Crepes & Cream (close down liao T_T)

3. Sales Rep at P.S. Mrs Fields

4. Sales Coordinator at Silverline/Prettyfit

4 places I have lived:

1. Kraji

2. Woodlands

3. Jurong East

4. Boon Lay

4 places I have been on vacation:

1. Hong Kong (with choir considered?)

2. Sentosa (T_T)

3. Singapore (T_T)

4. Boon Lay (T_T)

4 of my favourite food:

1. Cheesy Bake Rice or Pasta

2. Fish

3. I don't know

4. I don't know (seriously, i don't really have favorite food, i just eat LOL)

4 places I would rather be right now:

1. Dreamland (same as u, lex ^^)

2. With someone special (but too bad there's no such person for now)

3. Overseas theme park

4. Home

4 friends to tag:

1. Lizhi

2. Candy

3. Shu Juan

4. Ken (since you've blog quite little now ^^)

so, here you go!

ciaoz~

Damnit, it ain't meant to be.
12:26 <3

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