MIDNIGHT!/ Sunday, July 23, 2006
i supposed i cannot be left alone..
why?
because i will think and think.. in the end still thinking..
i realised i have lots of friends and i supposed most of you know..
but they are merely friends.. who are just hi-bye friends..
don't know since when, my phone has been awfully quiet where seldom people will sms or call me..
seriously, i cannot remember when it all started..
as a matter of fact, i'm actually quite envious of some people who always seem to have many peoeple sms-ing and calling them..
maybe i'm just not popular? not attractive or friendly or even nice to let other people remember me?
perhaps it's true..
i just don't have the luck..
人缘不好啦!
come to think of it..
i am actually feeling lonely..
i have friends, yes i do..
but seriously, i don't really take the initiative to look for them now..
why? i supposed i'm afraid of disturbing them since they may be occupied with work or busy with other things?
they have their own activities..
in fact, there are many things i'm keeping to myself..
i was so reticent about my
social life that even my close friends didnt know about hw & i have broke up..
i didn't really tell it to anyone..
come to think of it.. life without the another half seems really liveless..
i feel rather lonely too.. and i will feel kind of envy when i saw other couples being so happy together..
anyway, it all does not matter.. why?
'cos i'm just thinking too much!
Damnit, it ain't meant to be.
03:17 <3
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